释怀

"如果找不到让自己释怀的理由..."
刚看到了一篇文章，似乎明白了为何要如此执着。
人与人之间的是与非，对与错，是难以界定的。
是否应该放下那一份执着，给自己一个机会，找寻另一片属于自己的天空呢?

"人与人之间常常因为一些彼此无法释怀的坚持，而造成永远的伤害。"
身边的人和事，似乎都有着这一份坚持。
不如意的事情，十之八九常常出现在人生旅途中，是不是就要止步与此呢?
何不给自己一个机会，宽容地看待身边的人和事，让自己看到更完整的天空呢。
谁又是不是能明了呢?

"...原则倒是要坚持的"
很矛盾的人生，所以对于人和事，我坚持没有所谓的对与错。
你说，坚持原则。
就因为这一份坚持，你放弃了宽待身边的人和事，
从而无法释怀，无法原谅，更放弃了所有。

话语的伤痛，一样沉重得令人无法承受。

完。

别说我的眼泪你无所谓..

有好一段日子，迷失了方向。
人生一旦失去了目标，就会变得迷惘，不知该何去何从。
不知从几何时，开始有一些相信命运。
人的一生，起起落落，谁也无法操控命运的主宰，只能试着去接受和面对现实。

人说，要活得精彩，试问要如何去衡量人生的精彩呢?
富有的人生精彩吗?
贫穷的人生就不精彩吗?
我说，要活得无悔。
有悔的今生，生命中就有遗憾，它将会成为一生中无法愈合的伤口。

别说我的眼泪你无所谓
" 一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪

数著你给的伤悲
为什么你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼睛你无所谓

看我流泪你头也不回
哭过了泪干了心变成灰
我想要的美你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对

爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰 "

最近听上这首歌，
无他，只因喜欢上了它的旋律及歌意。

谢。

14:36

Updating blog, currently in Hong Kong, Central MTR free internet station :).
Just finished our Christmas at Lan Kwai Fong.
Ta..

Sleepless

Fri, 8:30 p.m. - Went to Neway on last friday, celebrating YL's bday. Got myself a Neway member card finally which, for some reason I dont know why I didn't get it for so long. It's pretty kewl to have event at this kind of entertainment place because you can have 2 in 1 packages.
1. You can have buffet dinner, which personally kinda satisfied with the varieties they served. ( I only had salad most of the time :P ).
2. You can sing song.. (hahah...)
3. You can have private space for the whole group.
Unfortunately, our bday girl having soar throat, so.. she need another session for it to enjoy well :P..
About 6 hours we spent there till 3 o'clock in the morning..
Oh, first time ever I closed my eyes during karaoke night :P.. just for a short while though.
Went to bed around 4:30a.m.

Sat, 8:30 a.m. - Alarm rang, dragged myself out from bed, was very dizzy at that moment with only 4 hrs of sleep (*yawn*). Having an appointment with Mr.Tay. I've spent more than 4k or so at his place and yet, at 9:30 a.m., spent another RM 900 early in the morning, ouch.. what a life...
Oh, he is a dentist by the way :). Need to do crowning on my tooth, 2 of them :(. I usually can hardly feel the pain coming from my tooth rather than my wallet.. hahaha..

Went to Mid Valley around 12p.m., it's bumper to bumper right in front of the mall, took me 30mins to get in :((. Had lunch at Kopitiam, ordered Siam Mee Hoon or something, where mee hoon soaked with asam laka soup I guess. Bought "Kai Dan Kou" and I had to eat 5 of them out of 6 because of Ah Mao and Ah Gu :((.

Dinner, scary dinner I would say.. hahah.. prawn and fish was nice though.

Sun, as usual, need to "bathe" car, "bathe" floor and bathe Price Rosco and Princess Codi. Made Ramly burger for cousin brother and sister, took a nap. Already dinner time when I opened my eyes. After dinner, went Steven Corner collect red bomb from a pal. Congratulation to him :).

This month, "dai kat lai si", received 2 red and 2 white.

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